Mon, 11 Feb 2008 16:14:49 GMT

ohhh my god havent been on this bitch for 74 weeks it sayssss. oops. righttt. up date.

i am currently single butt loads of muck is going on with me and my ex boyfriend jj. hm dont really know whats going on but who cares like?

i dont go to college anymore i work at crummy co op and thats it. sucky.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:26:37 GMT

dont you find it weird when adults who are 2 times your age act the same way when you loved somone and then lost them?
they dont sleep
dont eat
say the same things you said to yourself
say the same things you said to people
get treated like your a child by adults....

i know what he felt and i shouldnt because i dont belive it was real love that i felt for tom...
stupidly i talk about him more then i do with most of my friends....i admit hes had a hold on me
my uncle wasd with his gf for 10 years.
i was with tom for 7 months
and we feel the same hurt.
yet i refuse to belive latly that it was real love.
MEH TO MEN!
>.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:40:30 GMT

im not that keen on seeing you anyways
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
does that mean youre coming or not?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
im not
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
howcome ur not keen?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dunno
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dont wanna tell you
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
go on
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
i wont get mad or anythin
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i know you wont get mad
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dunno
<3 Andrea<3 says:
you were a big part of my life for ages and not seeing you is probly better becuase i mean
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i miss you and all that jizz
<3 Andrea<3 says:
but
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dunno
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dont love you or fancy you
<3 Andrea<3 says:
but i think it would be weird
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i mean
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
how?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dont want to be another ex to hate
<3 Andrea<3 says:
you hate all your other exs
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
im not gana hate you
<3 Andrea<3 says:
you will
<3 Andrea<3 says:
lets not talk about this
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
i only hate them bcoz they wont accept that i want to be friends with them
<3 Andrea<3 says:
change the subject
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
aw come on
<3 Andrea<3 says:
what?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
theres nothing to talk about?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
and i mean being friends online is good isnt it?
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
im not gana hate you, and i wana see you, itll be fun, coz im gettin money in a few weeks, ill get alcohol, we can watch films and catch up n stuff
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
like friends
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
whats gana be wierd about it?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
seeing you again will be weird
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
how?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
good lord
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dunno
<3 Andrea<3 says:
ive changed
<3 Andrea<3 says:
youve changed
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
itll be exactly the same, just without the making out n stuff
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dont want to talk about thsi
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
i do
<3 Andrea<3 says:
why?
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
i just dont understand why u wanted to see me and then, when it seems like its actually gana happen u back away
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
i know we have both changed, and thats gd bcoz we've both moved on, so it wont be as awkward
<3 Andrea<3 says:
yeah but
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dont wanna say
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
say it, coz i really dont understand this
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
im confused
<3 Andrea<3 says:
theres nothing to be confused about
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i dont want to see you
<3 Andrea<3 says:
it wouldnt make you happy really would it?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
lets be honest
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
it makes me unhappy knowing u dont want to see me
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
so i guess it would
<3 Andrea<3 says:
how does that make you unhappy?
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
bcoz i dont want to be the guy who u keep arguin with and hating on and off
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
its so immature, i want to be ur friend
<3 Andrea<3 says:
that should matter to you?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
we shouldnt be talking about this
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
it does matter to me, coz youve got me through a lot of shit, and youve introduced so many ppl to our band aswell
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i got you through nothing!
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i put you through stuff
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
u think that
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i wanted to show off that my bf was in a good band!
<3 Andrea<3 says:
id didnt do anything for you
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
but u still did it
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
u did
<3 Andrea<3 says:
no i didnt!
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i put you through hell
<3 Andrea<3 says:
im suprised you stayed with me for so long
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
the point is, i fight with all my ex's n i dont want that to happen with you
<3 Andrea<3 says:
im no different from them
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
u are tho
<3 Andrea<3 says:
tom dont do this to me
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i didnt mean it like that
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
its just..we had fun.. and i still want that... i know when we're on msn/phone we piss each other off something rotten but when we were hanging out we had a good time
<3 Andrea<3 says:
dont say this stuff please
<3 Andrea<3 says:
please
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
sorry i just dont get why u dont wana see me, its like u dont wana be my friend
<3 Andrea<3 says:
it took me so long
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
what did?#
<3 Andrea<3 says:
nothing
<3 Andrea<3 says:
i have to go
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
no dont coz ill feel like shit after u go
<3 Andrea<3 says:
no you wont
Ðãÿ ì SöñG$I will lie awake, lie for fun n fake the way i hold u, let u fall for every empty word i sayRagdoll says:
i will
<3 Andrea<3 says:
im fine

i wasnt fine.... i cried all last night and i dont know why
it was over this convo how stupid....
i feel like an idiot being so upset about this
truth is
i do want to see him
but i know ill like him again and it took so long to get over him
....
so long

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 18:51:40 GMT

sex sex sex sex sexxxx

sorry
odd mooooood
mmmmmmmmm

well happy today =D
dunno why....
maybe i do
dunno
bye!

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 15:58:42 GMT

Your Love Style is Ludus

You like to think of love as the ultimate game

And you love to play... even if it means lying a little

You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached

A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once

And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!

What's Your Love Style?

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 18:14:57 GMT

hahahahahaha
mad
i just saw my cat kill a daddy long legs on the window and eat it...for some odd reason...i found it amusing
im mean

anyway! today was fun i went into art college and mucked around for a bit got lauren and josh together this guy called paul asked me out and cait when insain....
yeah that was my day.

and im happy becuase it was a funn dday

.........xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlovelovelove!!!!1111oneoneone

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 09:28:30 GMT

argh got really drunk last night now i have a major hang over which isn't much fun i must admit when your at college,argh my head,I'm going to die.
hmm met josh yesterday as well and it was boring and weird,he kept asking me for a blow job...which I (blatantly) denied him.sick huh? puts you off boys slightly...and i dont find him attractive.

met lauren came to college and here i am like.
saw james and we had a smallish argument the other day i said it feels weird talking to him and there would be weird silence's and stuff and he said he would make sure there wasn't,and just saw him,tried hard to hide my face but saw me anyway,and said he wants to talk to me but had to go to college because he was late *relief* ahhhhh the joy.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:53:24 GMT

had a argument with alex yesterday.....
=(
made up
and now this.

<3 Andrea<3 says:
dont be off with me
<3 Andrea<3 says:
please
Alex = God of music! Ami = Assistant!! *saluteness* Pink IS a mans colour!! With your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!!! says:
im not
Alex = God of music! Ami = Assistant!! *saluteness* Pink IS a mans colour!! With your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!!! says:
its ok
<3 Andrea<3 says:
love me?
Alex = God of music! Ami = Assistant!! *saluteness* Pink IS a mans colour!! With your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!!! says:
maybe
<3 Andrea<3 says:
wah?
<3 Andrea<3 says:
you really dont?
Alex = God of music! Ami = Assistant!! *saluteness* Pink IS a mans colour!! With your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!!! says:
dunno yet we'll see

like_tears